08 May 2024

Mom Died 1 May 2024

 



          I cried in the hospital when the nurse said she was “concerned that Dot might not last the night.”  With our consent, she removed Mom’s intravenous bags and brought me a comfortable recliner to stay by Mom’s side. 
          Tears softened me into sleep before the moment Mom took her last breath. I remember seeing her sleeping gently with small gasps, then I woke to her silence, her not breathing, her peacefully passed to another world.  
          I cried again for a hot minute of sudden loneliness.  But how calm she looked with the stress and pain gone from her face, how youthful and free. She “wanted to live like a normal person,” she told me only a week before, frustrated at being bed-ridden and all the indignities that accompanied it.  Only 2 weeks ago, she had been walking and independent. The turn around had been swift, but she was prepared.

          A few months before Mom had drawn me into "the talk," trying to prepare me for her death.  "I'm not going to live forever," she said, "though I'd like to see 100.  I love you--always have and always will.  And I know you love me, too.  It's good.  I want you to know I know, so there will be no regrets."  
          I cried then, too, but didn't let her see the tears.  "I'm expecting you'll live 'til 108," I replied.  She smiled, I smiled, and there were some more words but those were the important ones.  

          Mom would have been 100 years old in two months, on July 7, 2024.

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Obituary

Dorothy Anna Berner Chast “Dot Chast”, 99 of West Coxsackie died May 1, 2024.


Born in Queens, Dot Chast lived in Coxsackie and Athens, NY for most of her 99 years. Since her High School years as an art major, she had a sketchbook in hand. Her artwork crosses all media, especially oil and acrylic painting, pastel, pen, and ink, watercolor and printmaking. In addition, she has been a sculptor, a fabric artist, and a wood carver.


She was a member of Greene County Council of the Arts, Columbia County Council of the Arts, The Woodstock Art Association and Museum (WAAM), Tivoli Artists Gallery, and the Athens Cultural Center. She was a member of the Greene County Arts and Crafts Guild, Inc. for almost 40 years. She frequently exhibited in juried shows throughout the Hudson valley and was honored to have fifteen different solo shows through the Greene County Council on the Arts, Prattsville Museum, Columbia Greene Community College, Congregation Anshe Emeth, Tivoli Artists Gallery, and the Cornell Cooperative Extension Center. She facilitated drawing classes at Columbia Greene Community College (Yes, You Can Draw) and many classes for Senior Citizens in Pencil, Pastel, and Oils.  


In addition to participating in arts organizations, Dot was a member of the West Athens Lime Street Fire Auxiliary for decades. The volunteer fire company was very important to her, as was mutual assistance neighbor to neighbor.


Her husband Joseph died May 11, 2019. Mother of George Chast (Sheila), Peter Chast, and Susan Chast, grandmother of Stephen (Tina), Mark (Jennifer), Eric (Tricia), and Craig (Noelle), great grandmother of Abigail, Natalie, and Cohn, aunt of Donald (Sheila) and Michael (Laura) and their families.


Calling hours will be held on Sunday, May 5th from 12:00 – 2:00 pm at Millspaugh Camerato Funeral Home, 139 Jefferson Hgts., Catskill. The burial will be private.


In lieu of flowers, donations may be made to a local art or service organization.


Messages of condolence may be made to www.MillspaughCamerato.com.


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25 March 2024

Topics: Forgiveness/Spring/Change*

 


Note: *I cut the financial considerations out of this essay for a reading in the Simpson House writing group.

 

As spring gallops forward with green bursting forth full tilt, I note again the change this winter wrought in my life, and ask myself for forgiveness, gratitude, and joy.

Moving into Simpson House this winter was a good choice, (but a choice that brought with it a great deal of change.)  The first change has to do with money.  I used to donate to a variety of causes, but now I have to divert my earnings to pay the monthly fee.  The second, and in many ways larger, change is how I spend my time.  Moving itself was essential as my house needed multiple repairs, and my tenant gave notice that she was moving to LA on March 4th.   I am not a landlord.  Trying to find a single new tenant who was both a reliable friend and a cat sitter seemed daunting to me.  My body could no longer take the challenges of a second floor and taking out the garbage and caring for the yard.   I didn’t have the money to move to the first floor, and renovate the second so it could take a new tenant—even if I wanted to search for a new tenant.

And so I moved.  I had been exploring the choices for retirement communities for two years, but still, I knew I could get a modern apartment for half the cost--$1800 a month.  I could save over $1000 a month and be ready for a move, say, in ten years’ time.  That would have been a savings of $120,000.  But what would be the cost of retirement housing in 10 years, I asked myself?  And the effort to shop for food and cook meals weighed on me.  I have a book to write, I told myself.  What if my care for housing and for myself was minimized?  

I thought I could bring everything I do to Simpson House: I could remain a hermit in an apartment of my own, work on my unfinished book undisturbed, and venture out to socialize at dinner time.  The last time I made progress on my book, in 2016, I had room and board as Artist in Residence at Pendle Hill Quaker Retreat and Study Center.   I have yet to make closure on the promise of those days.  I thought taking up residence in a retirement community would help me with that.  And maybe someday it will.  But right now what has been happening instead is that I have read the books of the Reading Group, attended and written to the prompts of the Writing Group, joined the card making and neighbors group, attended art classes of Zen tangle for fun and of acrylic painting to try to capture the strength of the two trees I loved from the backyard I have left behind.   Also, I’m playing scrabble on Saturday mornings, and checking out music and documentaries in early evening.  All of this is in addition to continuing physical therapy, on-going engagement with my Quaker meeting, and participating in my previous book group in Yeadon, PA.  I've been enjoying the activities, but mostly the people of Simpson House.

I think: This is the curse of my horoscope.  I’m a cancer, and find it hard to focus on my own work when other activities are going on.  I am reminded of moving to a college campus back in 1969, when I discovered theatre and anti-war work, and earned 2 incompletes every semester.

I need to release myself from the guilt I feel for spending almost all my earnings on myself, and for playing almost full time! I am spending my income on myself and planning for my own future instead of continuing to fund anti-war slash humanitarian work.  I am not participating in reparations.  Yes, I feel guilty for cutting back on my donations to causes I believe in.  That’s the money part.  I often feel full of light and blessing instead of struggle these days.  This seems a luxury.  Have I done enough in life to have earned such lightness of spirit and lengths of time that I forget what is going on in the world?  That I forget the work I've been led to do?  My cause has always been about children’s lives, education, and release from trauma.  My writing is fiction about aging, creativity, and feminist theatre, a lost history of the 1980s and a semi-autobiography.  Is this truly time to cut back on that?

Maybe it is.  I am finding it easier and easier to feel joy, and when I stop paying attention to war news, forgiveness does not even come up as a question.  This writing itself is doing a lot to acknowledge loss and to relieve guilt.  I, too, have a traumatized child inside who wants attention.  How many people in the world rue their good fortune when a burden has been lifted?  I think only those of us who have tried to convince others that they have a part to play in making this a world where children can have both a present and a future.

As a partial solution, I have lately turned the guilt I carry into meditation and prayer, mostly centered on gratitude.  Gratitude for the challenges I’ve faced in my own life that have made me strong, aware, creative, and friendly.  Gratitude for the lessons I still learn.  Gratitude for the time to write and the blessing of groups to share writing with.  Gratitude for family and friends.  Gratitude that I have gifted this time to myself, time when stress slides away and creativity, as a result, soars.

Gratitude outweighs the guilt.  The practice of forgiveness—the practice of loving and supporting myselfis healing.  I can’t believe I wrote that sentence.  Healing.  I am grateful that it is true.  Imagine that!  As spring continues to awaken the world around me, I surround myself with it.  I am emerging from a long winter in my life, and if, at this point, aging feels like spring instead of winter, I am blessed.  To forgiveness and joy and gratitude, I say yes. 

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14 March 2024

In my new home at Simpson House

 

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In my new home at Simpson House by Susan Chast


The apartment floor holds reds and browns right by the entrance,
which then blend with blue and tan in the carpet, and lead back
to hues of brown, navy, and turquoise in bedroom and bathroom.
The walls hold landscapes and still lifes in living space,
trees and flowers in bedroom, and waves in bathroom.

It's quiet, relaxing.
 I wake with wildlife, then float up to the coffee maker and cat food.
Panther kitty greets me with purrs and headbutts. She tilts her head
questioning me, “What’s taking so long?” and then weaves between my legs.
I cannot move without hurting her, and so push back at her with the pressure
of a headbutt while opening a can of wet food, a language she speaks.

I am happy.  But
In a space that represents down-sizing, my home is stuffed to the ceiling
with books, knickknacks, plants, art supplies, dishes and pot holders.
I rarely open the stuffed files or China or kitchen cabinets,
and hardly know what’s in them.  The objects I kept illustrate neither
rhyme nor reason—just love and the thought “I may need this someday.”

I rest in the air of too much, then
 I imagine leaving it all, leaving home, a reality in Haiti, Ukraine, Gaza,
Afghanistan, etc., and a reality at closed borders everywhere.  Could I downsize 
to the clothes on my back?  Downsize with an escape sack by the door,
light enough to carry.  Downsize keeping only what I touched this year.
Then let go of electronics, art, and mementos. All are possible.

 Yet, let me add instead of subtracting.  What objects would make anywhere home?  the space would have a bed and blanket, books, a phone, writing supplies, bread, a knife, apples, 
and hunks of sharp cheddar cheese.  Walls and roof for shelter.
Home objects would build warmth, wisdom, writing, outreach, and food.
Add a few glasses and chairs for guests and fresh water.  I would be content, rested.

I am content and rested, surrounded by a good life.
 So what about the excess stuff in my new home?  I'll use the things, if possible,
in the way of found objects and improvisation, welcoming a life of collage
and surprise—until I can recycle them, every last piece.  My new home
provides space for conversation, comradery, and transformation—a haven 
for me in my journey toward wholeness, 'til death do us part.

I am content.

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And a word from Mary Oliver:

Storage
When I moved from
one house to another,
there were many things
I had no room for.
What does one do?
I rented a storage space
and filled it.
Years passed.
Occasionally,
I went there
and looked in,
but nothing happened,
not a single twinge
of the heart.
As I grew older
the things I cared about
grew fewer but were
more important,
so one day I undid the lock
and called the trash man.
He took everything.
I felt like the little donkey
when his burden is finally
lifted.
Things! Burn them, burn them!
Make a beautiful fire!
More room in your heart
for Love, for the trees.
For the birds who own
nothing;
the reason they
can fly.

09 March 2024

Women who move me in the field of theatre, 2024 version



    One of the spunky women I like to perform is Helen of Troy, Helene of Sparta, the Helene who Euripides wrote about, the one who when cornered by circumstance and by men who wanted to use her, literally rose above them.  She didn't bow down, and never let her supposed beauty be an excuse for war. In performance, I may exaggerate her defiance, but I see it in her.  She never went to Troy with Paris.  The gods lifted her up to a place in the clouds where she lived out the war.  From up above, Helene watched an image of herself interacting in Troy.  While her husband tried to return home to Sparta after 10 years of war, she went to Egypt to make new friends and a new life.  The public image of Helen had nothing to do with the real Helene.  If her face launched a thousand ships, it was because she was the figurehead on their bows.

Helen

    Contemporary drama is populated with women who defy stereotypes and depart from the paths expected of them.  In a sense, Lady Macbeth is one of them.  She's deliciously wicked, duplicitous, strong, and then piteous to play.  But all of Shakespeare's women are complicated by being written for men in drag.  Whether they are obedient or independent, they are male fantasies. 

Lady Macbeth

    One of the fun parts of the feminist theatre of the 1970s and 1980s was that women played these characters.  While some feminist troupes deconstructed the narrative by changing male parts into female ones, I enjoyed watching women inhabiting the male parts from their ideas of males.  I would love to play Prospero in The Tempest both ways: trying to understand the maleness of the character AND transforming the character into a woman.  I'd like to see the royal Prospero as containing the beast Caliban and vice versa, as if they are two halves of the same character.  I'd like to play Hamlet with the same double analysis.  Even the great Sara Bernhardt played Hamlet.  Jean Arthur and Mary Martin both played Peter Pan on Broadway.

Sara Bernhardt as Hamlet

    Truth be told, however much I might wish to play these parts, I have incredible stage fright when I’m not holding a script in front of me.   The only way I can perform is by multiple-choice acting, a technique introduced to me by the feminist troupe Split Britches.  I’m mainly a stage director, one greatly influenced by theatre artist Ellen Stewart. 


Ellen Stewart

    I was the stage director for the feminist theatre company This River of Women when I met Ellen Stewart, the woman who taught me how to use the stage and the place of performance in a whole new way.  She was both a producer and a theatre artist.  I saw the tall, elegant, African-American Ellen Stewart speak at 2 separate conferences on Women in Theatre before I dared to ask her if I could write her biography as my doctoral dissertation.  She had spoken about the importance of expanding space, about “filling the need of artists to grow within their craft.”  A larger space, she said, “was an increase of the imagination for the musician, for the actor, for the designer, in what each can give, and writers, in what they can write.”  She said, “You have to make a space, see?  Like the venders’ carts on Delancy Street.  You move the pushcart along and invite persons in—and they all take you to where you want to go.”  Her ideas of and uses of space fascinated me.  They seemed an application of Peter Brooks’ The Empty Space.

She said no to a biography, said that she only talks about her theatre, without which she would be a zero.  She invited me to capture what La MaMa is and does, but warned that I’d never be able to explain La MaMa, because as soon as you say it is one thing, it changes.  But she opened the doors of La MaMa to me, and I moved in for parts of 1988 and 1989, including accompanying a production to Italy. 

In short, Ellen Stewart was the creator of LaMaMa Experimental Theatre Club at 74A East 4th Street in Manhattan’s East Village.  Over the years it expanded from the two theatres at 74A, to the Annex at 66 East 4th Street, to 9 floors of rehearsal halls on 3rd St., and an Art Gallery on 2nd.  As producer at La MaMa, Stewart is the mother of Off Off-Broadway experimental theatre just as Joseph Papp of the Publik Theatre is the father of OOB. Whereas Papp straddled a commercial and OO Broadway world, Stewart worked in poor theatre and international theatre.  Living space, for example, was part of the pay for theatre makers.

She was the first producer to create a space for international theatre in the USA.  Historians who label such things should note that the contributions of the Black Arts Movement included Ellen Stewart’s international theatre.  They don’t, partly because the Black Arts Movement didn’t accept that Ellen Stewart’s stages were not reserved for Black folks only.  According to Amiri Baraka, for example, Ellen Stewart was, quote, crazy.  She did the impossible, both in NY City and as a guest and UNESCO diplomat theatre maker that traveled the world.

In NY City, the first thing I noticed was the fore staging of the arts and the back staging of business.  In the lobby of 74 A, the walls were a collage of color from past productions.  The few captions were in more than one language and alphabet.  English was in the minority, which reflected what you were likely to see on the stages and in the rehearsal halls.  The theatre at La MaMa was small and intimate, a second theatre above it worked as a café, and the third, the annex stage two buildings away was a vast open space, a place to set up like a forest, a journey of many resting places, or a house with many rooms. Here sets were taken down completely between shows, and few set pieces remained, in keeping with Mama Ellen’s idea that once an item existed it tended to limit the imagination of the artist using the space. 

I had expected to see a great amount of cross-fertilization of the productions here, but LaMaMa was not a melting pot.  Each production team retained its own style and story, though curiosity compelled artists to visit each other’s work and come to know the artists involved.  La MaMa was a bee-hive of intensive activity.  Influences definitely occurred as did future collaborations, but like a United Nations of theatre, or vast quantum theatre, the shows over the years showed evidence of expanded artistry rather than a narrowing into zones of fashion.

Ellen Stewart’s own productions within the Great Jones Theatre Company were environmental, with the audience moving along with the actors.  In this company, artists such as Tom O’Horgan who worked with Hair, and Andre Serban and Elizabeth Swados who worked with ancient Greek texts established the environmental style and kinetic audience experience of each production.   Ellen Stewart took this further as a director.  In the Italian production of The Monk and the Hangman’s Daughter which I documented, the action extended throughout an entire village and included a hanging and a suicide, both in full view of the traveling audience.  This staging invited the audience to move along with the emotions of the actors, a kinetic experience which differed greatly from seated audiences.  It was up to each audience member how close to the action they wanted to be.   In an earlier environmental production of Romeo and Juliet, at the Salzburg Seminar in American Studies on Reinhard's estate in Austria she cast the play with actors and musicians form 16 different nations.  With the assumption that everyone on stage and in the audience was familiar with the story, she had them keep their original languages, and cast without regard to race or gender.  Again, the audience moved with the actors and experienced what they experienced

I would love to bring this exceptional Woman to the stage herself in a visceral performance revealing how she expanded expectations and acted as if boundaries did not exist.  I would love to show what the United Nations saw in her work—the bringing together of diverse peoples in projects where true cooperation could begin.  I would love to show her ability to have multiple productions share space and resources without feeling the need to alter their individual arts.  I would make it clear that curiosity is a driving force of love which has the power to bring people together.  As Mama Ellen knew, this doesn’t happen through war or détente, but when people build a work of art together.

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Aside: I used the unseated audience techniques as often as I could in my classroom as a HS English teacher, and noted the same benefits.

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04 February 2024

Black History Month


 

(Memories of and Research on Black History Month)

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FROM WIKIPEDIA:  "The precursor to Black History Month was created in 1926 in the United States, when historian Carter G. Woodson and the Association for the Study of Negro Life and History (ASNLH) announced the second week of February to be "Negro History Week".[8] This week was chosen because it coincided with the birthday of Abraham Lincoln on February 12 and that of Frederick Douglass on February 14, both of which Black communities had celebrated since the late 19th century.[8] For example, in January 1897, school teacher Mary Church Terrell persuaded the Washington, D.C. school board to set aside the afternoon of Douglass's birthday as Douglass Day to teach about his life and work in the city's segregated public schools."

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I grew up in a little white upstate NY town, and graduated HS in 1969, the same year that Kent State University proposed the week commemoration of Black History be expanded into a full month.  I had not heard of it. According to Wikipedia, Kent State first observed African American History month in February 1970. 

What I knew in 1970 was that President Nixon had just expanded the Vietnam war actions into Cambodia, and we were protesting at campuses across the USA. On May 5th the Ohio National Guard shot 70 bullets into an anti-war protest at Kent State.  This massacre, and others like it, led to the major anti-war protests in DC later that year. 

Now I know that "on May 14, ten days after the Kent State shootings, two students were killed (and 12 wounded) by police at Jackson State University, a historically black university, in Jackson, Mississippi, under similar circumstances – the Jackson State killings – but that event did not arouse the same nationwide attention as the Kent State shootings" (Wikipedia).

It got the attention of Black students where I was, though I didn't know why.  I was fortunate to be at Clark University in Worcester, MA, where the strong presence of the Black Student Union after sit-ins in 1968 and 1970, made me want to know more of Black literature and arts, made me want to know more of the experience that students of color brought to campus.

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Hey Susan, you are going back too far!  The theme of the 2024 Black History month is African American peoples and the Arts! 

Write about the storyteller and anthropologist Zora Neal Hurston and Ruby Dee, the famous actress who played her in the play “My Name is Zora.”

Write about the amazing performances of students in ACTSO—the Afro-Academic, Cultural, Technological and Scientific Olympics (ACT-SO), informally named the "Olympics of the Mind," a youth program of the NAACP "designed to recruit, stimulate, improve and encourage high academic and cultural achievement among African American high school students."  Write about how much you learned about the excellence parents expected of their children fully on display here.

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Write about what got you into the study and practice of theatre, the 1976 production of Ntozake Shange’s For Color Girls at the Booth Theatre on Broadway.  Oh, that was a revelation!  an amazingly beautiful insistent loving spirit.  The play was a choreo-poem about the troubled lives of Black women, but in performance the actresses' powerful presence contrasted so radically with the poverty and pain portrayed, that it showed what could and should be true”—and was true.   Black lives were powerful.  Black woman are powerful.  Let Ntozake Shange and Audre Lorde and Sweet Honey in the Rock portray that, but you live with it.

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Stop name dropping, Susan.  This is supposed to be a creative writing about Black History Month.

But I never celebrated Black History month! 

By the time school authorities demanded that I provide the band width in my HS English classroom, the works of people of color were so thoroughly integrated into my curriculum, there was little more that I could do but acknowledge the month and encourage projects for students to focus on during the month.  I asked students to write about what African American history and cultural material they were aware of, and what they liked, and why.  I made both informal and formal writing so they could share their feelings as well as focus on something they learned—or wish they learned as part of the celebration.  We moved from writing into oral reports so the students could teach the class.  Group projects included opportunities for music, film, sports, photography, and other research, as well as alternative writings like interviews, poetry, plays, debates, and performances.

Was this successful?

More or less, for most, for some.  There were few protests by white students.  Many students felt that there was too much focus on writing in my classroom, and that other English teachers would be easier.  I also noticed that a few students held themselves back so that they wouldn’t look too interested in learning—at least that’s how I interpreted it.  And there were a few who came after school to work with me privately.

But the student work made me love the possibilities of Black History Month.  What better to learn in a HS English Class than myriad ways to approach what you want to say?

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And then, the school itself was not satisfied.  Before I retired, I was told that I needed to use available on-line curricula, that my students weren’t on pace with other students in the city.  This, of course, was the purpose of the core curriculum.  In my defense, I must say that when I taught 11th grade English, we always made AYP.  My students could think, and they mastered communication skills. 

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Susan, you’re off topic again.  That used to bother your students a lot!    OK.  But I don’t want to talk about that.

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Let’s talk about this community at Simpson House, and how even after only 2 months, you are impressed with the great variety of offerings.  And, really, there are few offerings, but within them is a wonderful opportunity each to share with each.  It makes me happy.

AND maybe I can end with a poem:

Black History Month
 
This year in Philadelphia,
Black History Month feels like Spring
bursting forth all at once.  (Maybe
because writing focuses it,
maybe because Imbolc, the
Cross Quarter Day between Winter
Solstice and Spring Equinox
grounds it.)  Light pours in as we turn
toward the sun, hear our hearts drum, and
breathe in our love for each other. 
There is so much to learn.  Learning
is a joy, is the joy, as colon-
ialism fades ‘round the world.
Death and destruction mars the skin
of earth, but deep down seeds open,
and green shoots insist on being born.
We may yet overcome.  Our hearts
are too full to die.  We stand up
to see better what we have missed
and yearned for—full representation
here and now.  We are the green shoots
ripening near to the surface
of our world, and soon the reversal
will be complete.  What was silent
speaks.  What was invisible appears.
Now real progress can begin.

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So, I rewrote this.  Too much of what I had written required more story.  Now, reading this rewrite, I wish it was less about me and more about the shows or the children.  I've got to wok on that even in my poetry!

The Rewrite:

Thinking about Black History month makes me want to focus this writing on education—mine as well as others.  I worry about African American History Month because of new laws in states like Florida that reject the curriculum proposed in the 1619 Project launched in August 2019.   The curriculum adds the legacy of slavery to other approaches to African American History.  To me, it seems right to acknowledge and include ongoing struggles for survival to the celebration of accomplishments and achievements of African American people.

I grew up in a little white upstate NY rural town, and graduated HS in 1969, the same year that Kent State University proposed the week-long commemoration of Black History be expanded into a full month.  Since the 19th century, African American communities had celebrated African American history especially during the February week containing both Abraham Lincoln and Frederick Douglass’s birthdays.  But I had not heard of it.  I didn’t know about Frederick Douglass.  Nor did I know that Ohio’s Kent State held the first month long celebration in 1970, and that other states adopted it by 1976 when President Gerald Ford recognized it’s observance. 

What occupied my mind in 1970 was that President Nixon had just expanded the Vietnam war actions into Cambodia, and we were protesting at campuses across the USA.  On May 5th the Ohio National Guard shot 70 bullets into an anti-war protest at Kent State University.  This massacre, and others like it, led to the major anti-war protests in DC later that year.   One of the others was “on May 14, ten days after the Kent State shootings, when two students were killed (and 12 wounded) by police at Jackson State University, a historically black university, in Jackson, Mississippi, under similar circumstances – the Jackson State killings.  But that event did not arouse the same nationwide attention as the Kent State shootings" (Wikipedia).

It got the attention of Black students where I was, however, though they had to tell me why it was important.  I was fortunate to be at Clark University in Worcester, MA, where the strong presence of the Black Student Union after sit-ins in 1968 and 1969, made students like me want to know more of Black literature and arts, made me want to know more of the experience that students of color brought to campus.

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That was the beginning of mmy life-long education in issues that engaged my Black peers.  My college majors were English, theatre and education, and in each of those areas, I tried to break the white exclusivity and exceptionalism I had absorbed as a child. 

During the next 25 years, I was aware of Black History month but made no attempt to participate.

Fast forward to the year 2001, when I accepted a job teaching HS English in the Philadelphia Public schools.  By the time school authorities told me to provide a focus on Black literature for Black History Month, the works of people of color were so thoroughly integrated into my curriculum, there was little more that I could do.  Instead of adding more literature, I acknowledged the month and assigned students to work in group and solo projects.  Students wrote about what African American history and cultural material they were aware of, and what they liked, and why.  Informal as well as formal writing allowed students to share their feelings as well as to focus on something they learned—or wish they learned.  We moved from writing into oral reports so the students could teach the class.  Group projects included opportunities for music, film, sports, photography, and other research, as well as alternative writings like interviews, poetry, plays, debates, and performances.

Was this a successful approach to African History Month?

More or less, for most.  There were few protests by white students, though some of their parents complained to the principal that I was teaching social studies instead of English.   Many students felt that there was too much focus on writing in my classroom, and that other English teachers would be easier.  A few students held themselves back so that they wouldn’t look too interested in learning.  And there were a few who came after school to work with me privately.  But the student work—both process and product—made me love the possibilities of Black History Month.  What better to learn in a HS English Class than myriad ways to approach and communicate what you want to say?

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But the school itself was not satisfied with this approach.  I did not control the material not student voices.  I was told that I needed to use available on-line curricula, that my students weren’t on pace with other students in the city.  This, of course, was the purpose of the core curriculum.  In my defense, I must say that when I taught 11th grade English, we always made AYP.  My students could think, and they mastered communication skills. 

I’d like to end with a poem that grew from my delight at the Black History offerings here at Simpson House:

 

Black History Month
 
This year in Philadelphia,
Black History Month feels like Spring
bursting forth all at once.  (Maybe
because writing focuses it,
maybe because Imbolc, the
Cross Quarter Day between Winter
Solstice and Spring Equinox
grounds it.)
  Light pours in as we turn
toward the sun, hear our hearts drum, and
breathe in our love for each other. 
There is so much to learn.  Learning
is a joy, is the joy, as colon-
ialism fades ‘round the world.
Death and destruction mars the skin
of earth, but deep down seeds open,
and green shoots insist on being born.
We may yet overcome.  Our hearts
are too full to die.  We stand up
to see better what we have missed
and yearned for—full representation
here and now.  We are the green shoots
ripening near to the surface
of our world, and soon the reversal
will be complete.  What was silent
speaks.  What was invisible appears.
Now real progress can begin.

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